long time dint update blog..

few days dint update my blog le... haha...
because of assignment , test and quiz... need to study 99... so dint update dao lor...
i still rushing assignment ar... but another assignment d la..
my assignment is group assignment .. now become individual assignment geng... solo punya...
now more and more busy le.. TT sad lor... sleep also not enough haiz... damn sad arghhh

22/6/11

today i wear my formal suit and present for the mindmap ^^ when i present i dont feel nervous but i not enough point TT...

today i quite happy d ^^ because of the lecture dont angry and feel nice =D ^^
and the weather quite nice today.. dont have rain but only have cloud :D
oh my gosh.. just now i go pasar malam with my friend than i buy fruit already have rm20 le.. really expensive ar... TT my rm20 fly already.. i really need buy fruit and i want like to eat fruit arghhh so i must buy it hehe...

later i go to my friend house do assignment have to done it by tonight if not i really GG.com

No rest of the day...

yesterday i woke up at 8am almost whole day in college just in 3 class only... morning till 5pm... haiz.. sad
after school is 5pm.. me and my fiends follow me go to buy train ticket for this weekend going back to S.A take something , visit my friends and play AND1 competition under 21.. wow crazy ar.. haha quite ^^
after buy a train ticket than me and my friend than we at old town eat 'ga bou kai fan' quite nice le... is better than last time that i eat... haha after eat dinner then my friend want go tesco gai gai but go there shopping haha.. lols..
when me and my friend wan back to home already almost 9pm plus.. morning till night 10 i haven bath d le..kelian... cham than secondary school for me... sad TT feeling like no sleep d...
when i at home already 10pm plus le... than go bath online and do my homework do some assignment ...

kelian d me... 10pm plus do homework till dunno when i can sleep d... maybe 3am only i can sleep..today i will post the how late i slept ^^

later i got presentation ar... need to wear formal 1st time le.. i hope i can present good good la.. =D ^^

THE END

i think i take the wrong path...

i think i should not take this path...   i feel like i wont success in education life...

i feel disappointed in my life... waste a lot of thing in my life... felt like i'm useless in study life... haiz... what should i do ? should i withdraw the college life? or should i keep going... well.... i have no idea... i felt my life is dont have target....

i want to follow my dream but i cant catch up my dream in my reality life... 

i have one day told myself.. if this certificate computer studies fail... i will withdraw forever.... wont going to college anymore...

is not challenge or anything... is because my dad cannot afford me to college... i just wanna help my family and my brother to live better so that they dont worry about me so much.... 

i always take the wrong path to go in my life... maybe the GOD told me not to go to college... 'your brain wont catch up in college life' is just wasting time , money ,and effort....

if this course i really fail... i really withdraw my college... i'm serious here... not kidding... nowadays a lot of company will hire the degree level... even you after study in university and graduate... still you have to work a company... but higher salary.. not like after SPM level... 

i know many of people dislike friends with low level... means like dint go to college or university... 

i have both side friend... one is education friends and one more is not very clever in study but they dint go to college is because they not good in study doesn't mean they are bad people or stupid...

not that they dont want study... they just a bit slow thinking... just like me..

have some people they look down on low level people example like SPM level.. but they are university graduate... i seriously dont like it... i want to study but i cant catch up... why ? i have no idea why i cannot study well... i feel SUCK in my life... 

i scare one day my friend are wearing the formal suit and not recognize me anymore... i just dont want be like that in my life... when in secondary school we always have fun together... after a 10year all of them have change to different attitude.... 

Lonely Day Ever...

today morning i wake up dont have breakfast just drink milo and eat biscuit... as a breakfast and lunch... because lazy go out eat and no friend accompany me eat... haiz... TT...

that's why i hate being LONELY almost whole day in the ROOM haiz... feel like gonna dead...
y haiz.... i need some friend accompany me or chit chat... whole day i dont have phone call or sms....
this is call what? IS LONELY DAY~


today whole day watch movie in youtube and facebook chit chat with friends but just a while only...
these few day i eat alone , alone and alone... how do u feel when u alone? nothing to do right...
i want to do my homework... but my question don know go where already... i might dint take it from college haiz.... feel disappointed...

these few day i feel NEGATIVE thing... I SHOULD NOT THINK ABOUT NEGATIVE!!!
i try my best to NOT THINK NEGATIVE!!! 
sometimes i really hate my life... i know this world is UNFAIR.. i don blame the world...

when i need them but they not beside me...
when they need me but i don beside them... so i dont blame them ^^...

no mood day...

8am wake up... for study math at library till 10.30am...having a quiz in 20min and 20mark... i always fail in math haiz...
lecture teach to fast already... in a week 1 chapter... i cant catch up... haiz.... after i do the quiz... i have a bad feeling.. i was tot i will FAIL very deep...
i want to last passed up my paper... but everyone is surrounding the lecture marking the quiz.. i just passed up the quiz than go out the class... its because i dont want to see my quiz marks..
haiz... in the end my classmate tell my marks... anyway.. sometime have to face the problem ... in the end i already face my MARK almost 0 mark haha...
when i hear the quiz mark i really NO MOOD to do anything...

when in last class... the lecture told us mean (whole class) copy the whiteboard than u can go back home... i really sweat...
just like a kindergarden... still small kid meh? copy from white board then can go back home...==||
already college le... haiz... i really dont understand my lecture lor... haiz... i FED UP

when in home do my hmwk awhile... then i go westlake garden jogging alone... for release my stress while im jogging with my anger , and concentrate... i think today i really crazy already... i might jog too much haha... because my anger...
when i joging i view the weather... is was very nice...

at night... i call for order delivery my dinner... my dinner was rm7 le.. TT haiz... expensive arghhh!!!
my dinner at 9pm only eat... TT
tonight 8pm i go for the meeting and ask about my hmwk...
after the meeting almost 10pm only back home... when i look up i saw a very nice moon , star and cloud... the cloud is surrounding the moon and circle d... nice le.. if can i would like to picture d.. but my phone camera x boleh guna d... haiz... sad
i hope i can remember this nice view =D ...


jia min ar... tell me la.. always like d ar...when u want tell something than say want go sleep le...
haiz... no need scare d la...

now i want go sleep le... at 10.45pm haha.. too tired... in morning till now dont have get a nap... TT

night night everyone =D
take care your health....
and i want to say is my winsey mei mei Happy Birthday ya xD ... dont always emo , angry , upset , and sad la... always be happy kay... anything tell US...
share to US kay =D ^^
Good Luck to u 2 in SPM and Wendy mei mei PMR ya ^^
jia min also ar.. SHARE SHARE ^^

winsey mei mei dont always late late sleep okay... :D

15/6/2011

today i early morning wake up at 8am... than online-ing a while.. bath , breakfast... after that i straight go library study my mathematics ... so i can improve more.... 10.30am till 12pm i got class in J103...12pm go out with almost whole classmate go eat lunch haha... at 33 restaurant haha... quite nice but quite far d le...  and today afternoon weather DAMN hot lor... dont have wind d... after eat lunch we still have half an hour to study at library with my classmate... when 1.30pm till 3pm in class after 3pm than i go library study... and my classmate go out having fun taking picture do funny stuff xD

at 4.30pm english class at lab D... listen to my lecture... untill 5 plus than back home... than start do my hmwk... order delivery dinner... eat alone at my room ... after eat dinner than go bath after bath study continue study till 12am... 8am till 12am le.. dint take a nap or sleep le... haiz....

Oh My Gosh...

this thursday i have mathematics quiz arghh.... some i dont know how to do arghhh wht can i do le?
have to study study study le... if not im dead...


i hope i can do it well in this time and all of them =D...
my assignment haven do yet.... sei for lor.....
 haiz... sad TT

jia min anything tell me ya... ^^ i will try to help u d xD blekkkk....
u very bad lor... dint treat me TT

Alone Night....

2night gonna eat alone at home i guess.... my friend haven back from hometown argh... TT....
i think i will call delivery dinner for me today.... T_T...

no one pei me argh.... sob sob...
feeling alone d... today quite boring for me ... that's y i hate saturday and sunday... if at my S.A im sure can call me friend yamcha or something d...
im gonna die from hunger.... haha...

Jia Min ar Jia Min ar dont be bo mood la... bu hao bu hao bo mood...
take care yourself ya =D ^^
always be happy kay... if not i knock your head when i came back =P ^^

~11 june 2011~

today was fun play basketball in early morning with old friend :D ^^.. but some AFK.. nice right? haha
after play basketball we all go eat breakfast... long time dint eat nasi lemak telur mata in Ameer Corner le.. haha still the same nice as usual... today i order 2 nasi lemak yea haha.. after we eat breakfast than go CC(cyber cafe)  play counter strike , dota and most wanted(racing car)
but i dint eat my char siew rice with plus  BIG rice haha.. xD
i hope later can have fun lor.. because tomorrow morning or afternoon i have to go back to Kampar le... sad TT miss my friend argh...

10 June 2011

i back to my home sweet home xD hehe
in the train few hour.. boring ar... wohoo.. can see my shah alam fellow fren =D ^^
11 june 2011 can ply bkb le.. arghh i forget bring my bkb shoe and bkb ball ar... damn sad TT
yeas.. i can find my friend yamcha... ^^

this week i got few subject test...

this few day i have test... but i still sit in front of my laptop blog-ing and fb-ing ...
im hopless le... i really must study alrd... if nt i really GG.com
haiz... must concentrate ar!!! dont always fb fb and blog blog ... and yamcha with fren....

KEVIN KONG must focus in study!!! jia you ba...
i hope i can get through it!! good luck to me ya... anyway ... i want to sleep already... quite late already!!
GANBATTE!!! better go study la kevin kong...

Teluk Intan back to Kampar~

today is last day of buddist camp lor... today i early back to kampar...  back till home also got 5pm plus le... kelian.... quite fun d =D ^^ tomorrow i have to go college study ar.. TT

haiz.. sienzz... hate sartuday and sunday... always so boring when at home... nth to update actually... quite boring d....

early sleep , early wake up =D ^^

buddist camp at anson...

yesterday after school back home at 5pm than need to pack my cloths those stuff to go buddist camp... today early morning have to wake up for go buddist camp arrrr TT... 7am wake up ...

when at buddist hall have fun and meet new friend quite nice le.. and have 6 people from taiwan le... haha...

okay okay la.. for the buddist camp =D some quite boring lor... 

2night go eat dinner hehe... but next wednesday got Information Technology Practical Test ar... sad TT

i hope i can do much better...

that's all for today..

today worse day....

today mathematics test... and my maths GG.com already ar..... haiz... disappointed ar!! i must study very very hard.... if not i will regret again and again!!! MUST STUDY!! pek cek the internet again!! 

tuesday and wednesday...

at house i cant online in two day already le... haiz.. damm it !!!

really pek cek... want to find information also cannot !!!

haiz.... what kind a line lai de? i hate my internet line !!! can change to high level internet speed? haiz...

PEK CEK !!!!! 

tomorrow i have test....

haha damn funny ... tomorrow i got test still in online facebook and update blog am i crazy? i guess so...
haiz... feeling in bad mood... lazy to study maths le.. tomorrow i GG.com

GG in maths chapter 3 set... i nt very understand le.. what can i do? haiz... do my best la...

Good Luck to me ya =D 

today i feel damn Pek Cek!!!

today in class they all speak in chinese about dota and some crap... me and some friend taking a note from white board... after that lecture came in class... than 1st thing to say is whole class write an journal writing... is because when in that class we cant speak a any language beside english... its because the class is english class so we must speak in english... but me and my classmate also get punish from lecture... nice ar... nice classmate .. now some of us get punish ar... happy rite? damn it!! i seriously pek cek lor... haiz....

today is my bad day~ dammit !!!